Not for the weak of mind and spirit...

Every week or so, I go through two days of ennui. Sometimes I handle it well. Sometimes it serves as the jumping bored to darker moods. Right now I'm just seeing it as it is : a day of a listless mind. The weather outside isn't helping very much. A dull, overcast and rainy Saturday will do that to a person. Also the temperature dropped by twenty degrees overnight, and I wasn't ready for it. Trying to keep this in perspective and not try to internalize this overall mood. Monitoring my moods and other emotions are a full time job, but it prevents me from making dreadful mistakes that I make when I don't keep an eye out on my pesky moods.

Heard from another potential job yesterday, it pays less than the other job and it's a bit further out, too, but I'm not going to reject the offer until I hear back from the higher paying one. Wish I was more direct earlier this week. Oh well, I'll keep it in mind for next time.

Maybe I should take this dull mood that I'm in and use it to be constructive. Wash and style my hair in a way that's not too time consuming. Do a bit of light housework. Maybe wash some clothes before I do more programming tutorials. Hell, this is probably the perfect time to study for the CompTIA A+ certification exam. Boundless constructive opportunities await me! (*snickers*)