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I've been on edge for weeks with grief and sadness. Constant strolling down my feeds are fueling it. There's a line between staying informed and traumatizing yourself more. It felt like I was about to hyperventilate while trying to fall asleep the night before. Haven't felt like that ever.
So far the only thing that works is busying myself with Blender tutorials and watching folks on Twitch. Self care is a must right now. Don't want to dig an early grave. Prayer and meditation have helped a bit, too. I need to make it out of 2020.
So far the only thing that works is busying myself with Blender tutorials and watching folks on Twitch. Self care is a must right now. Don't want to dig an early grave. Prayer and meditation have helped a bit, too. I need to make it out of 2020.
