Lonely in 2020

[epiphanyinblue]

Really longing for companionship right now. Not just the sexual, but a romantic relationship. However, I have to be patient now until my living and financial situation changes. I relish the moments when I can clearly see a partner that I can love freely without judgment. But that's the thing. Everything you do is going to be judged by someone. The only person who's judgement we should take to heart are our own. Weird complicated feelings simultaneously wears me out and invigorates me.

Compulsory heterosexuality sucks.