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Jun. 13th, 2017 01:03 am
epiphanyinblue: (yosuke)
Been in a rut lately in all aspects of my life. Also feeling a little bit down. For the past couple of weeks, it feels as though everything I do take a lot of mental effort. Pretty sure I read an article that said our heads weigh heavier when we're thinking or have a heavy emotional weight. Need to find it, but that's trippy, if true.

Haven't wrote much of anything either. Bummer. At least I feel better being able to write this entry though. So that's something. With the self-help book, I'm stuck at the part where I write out all my anger about how I was treated a child and not send it. It's silly, but I feel really disloyal if I point the anger outwards instead of inwards.

I've been watching House Hunters for ideas for building houses in the Sims 4. Someday I will have a house better than my Sims.
epiphanyinblue: (teddie fo'sho!)
Every week or so, I go through two days of ennui. Sometimes I handle it well. Sometimes it serves as the jumping bored to darker moods. Right now I'm just seeing it as it is : a day of a listless mind. The weather outside isn't helping very much. A dull, overcast and rainy Saturday will do that to a person. Also the temperature dropped by twenty degrees overnight, and I wasn't ready for it. Trying to keep this in perspective and not try to internalize this overall mood. Monitoring my moods and other emotions are a full time job, but it prevents me from making dreadful mistakes that I make when I don't keep an eye out on my pesky moods.

Heard from another potential job yesterday, it pays less than the other job and it's a bit further out, too, but I'm not going to reject the offer until I hear back from the higher paying one. Wish I was more direct earlier this week. Oh well, I'll keep it in mind for next time.

Maybe I should take this dull mood that I'm in and use it to be constructive. Wash and style my hair in a way that's not too time consuming. Do a bit of light housework. Maybe wash some clothes before I do more programming tutorials. Hell, this is probably the perfect time to study for the CompTIA A+ certification exam. Boundless constructive opportunities await me! (*snickers*)

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